A year after being Cancer free for the third time, I wonder, will things EVER be "normal" again? It seems as though the answer is no! I had an appointment today that brought light into the "New Normal". Severe headaches, extreme tired, multiple scares, and lots of watching, waiting and testing. I HATE that Cancer has taken any real free time from me and my family! It isn't fair, it isn't right and I am sick of it! I don't understand, why is there not a cure, or something better?! Why isn't treatments easier, better, or less harsh?
Tests...So all these tests they want to do and sometimes, it still isn't enough, and just costly, and time consuming... Money, money, money... That is how I feel this is boiling down! Who cares if we give her another test, insurance will pay for it! Who cares if she just had blood work done, we can do it again, insurance will pay for it... "Why are you worried about it? You don't pay for it, insurance does!"
WELL: I worry about it because EVERYONE suffers from HIGH insurance costs, and those that do have to pay for their insurance suffers from it! My loved ones, friends, almost everyone I know pays A LOT for their insurance! It isn't right to order something JUST to get money! And I have heard this all too often, especially the last few years! GET OVER IT DOCTORS! Try doing something out of the kindness of your heart for a change! Stop trying to chase every dime that comes your way! Stop putting us all through hell just to get more money, and maybe trying coming up with a new strategy! Because lets face it, something you are doing over and over again, is not working! Try something new!!!
"Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." ~ Albert Einstein
